PIJUNISM

being alone is a hard thing. yeah i still got friends but it never seems to be it used to be. dealing with drama on the other hand makes my life is full of theatricals. being a lone ranger are actually equal to building up cavity inside. it eating you slowly. a lot of tears too. yeah i got some smile. i got some laugh to. but sometimes most of it is part of my poker face plan. they say ignorance is bliss. i couldn't agree more. if i just played dumb and pretending being incapable of doing anything worthy right from the beginning maybe situations will change. but its too late. so rather than play dumb. i better take a needle and a thread and stick the poker face into my real face. or else. the suffering will be much more greater.