Friday, 31 July 2009

huuuuuuuuh * sigh*.....



aku x taw lah knape....

tp mggu ni emosi aku memcm.. feel gud yet there's emptiness in there
feel happy yet... so sad..
feel okay.. yet missing someone far...
feel great yet.... feel like killing somebody...
a lot of people around me... yet so lonely....

seems like i am enjoying the torture that been given to me....
well thank to mamat and english lect...
my life here is suck...

but fear not my friend...
as i'll always said...

i'm a SURVIVOR

so aku pon cam x brape nak amek pusing pasal tu...


tapi sometimes being tortured is not half bad u know

at least i'm not thinking bout the loneliness that i felt each time i went into my room
*sigh*
yes a lot sigh i suppose..
for now that's the only thing that is within my power to do it freely but secretly..
sometimes it is so hard to put a happy face in front of everybody...

but .. hey... i'm still doing it ...
means that i'm still strong to suck it up..
i still have to get a grip... right....

some people won't understand...and they talk a lot...
as hlovate said and i quote" take a bite from what i experinced.. chew it... taste it.. and see if you can swallow it.."

she's definately got a point there...
and i'm absolutely.. totally agree with her...

no hahahaha this time..
sorry guys to whom i always believe will read my blog...

well.
it's up to us.... to choose whether....
to live well... or to live helll
it's up to us to see whether the cup is half full or half empty...
it's up to us to believe there always come rainbow after a heavy storm...

should i cry to let it go?
should i laugh in order to forget it?
or...
should i just be quiet and be tough...
maybe...
i should do all of above...

maybe.....







p/s: sorry azira aku tipu jek mas kite kt ym... the truth is i'm still at da same condition without any little percentage of progress...:(

2 comments:

Asmarina Sakila said...

yaw bebeh, jgn tulis entry macam ni. tak mo sedih! i dun like itttt

.azira hafiza. said...

pejun. apa posting sedih nih! aku dgn rin kan ada. no worries babe. anything ym ja oke. ;))