been having class anniversary late Tuesday. yup i realized without a doubt i love my class, i love my classmate, i love my life here, and i might be regretting this in the future but i love him, and i don't want to leave him... seriously. how i hate to admit, i'm beginning to like it here. how resentful i am at first but lately it make me realizes how this place had change me so much. i began to feel like, there's a reason for everything that happen and i haven't had the chance to realizes what it is. mama sorry i might be dissapointing you :( i have thousand reasons to leave here but i have one concrete reason not to leave here. the reason is; i like it here. my life is here, my friends and my education is here. i'm starting to get comfortable here. i'm not saying that i will never regret. maybe as soon as tomorrow i will start to regret but i will never change my decision. i belong here i guess. dear mister, please don't let me be regretful for not leaving you. dear friends please let me be me even how horrible i am as you are the big reason why i'm not leaving. dear myself, bear with you decision as there's no turning back in the future.
footnote: i love you mon amour, dear intan-payung-busuk-bacen-habis-habis friends and i know it now. (epah klu terharu esok pepg plok aku naa) hukhukhuk. dear roomate sesungguhnye aku sgt terharu dgn ko ahahahah <3>