sakit sakit sgt. why must the past be revealed again. those dark times where i desperately wanted to forget. and why must you yang taw. why? i just want a normal happy life with friends family and boyfriend. that's it. i just want to be happy. why must this happen when i have decided to be happy. serious sakit. the pain that i used to have come haunting me and it is even more excruciating then before. dear AL-MIGHTY the test You were giving me right now is so hard. it is really hard. i don't know if i can take it anymore. YA ALLAH. i accept the test but it kills me inside. it hurts me so deep i can't even try to be okay. it's not okay. it's just not okay. please DEAR ALLAH. help through this. or else i die.
